Giving Up My Wings

Folded in my arms
You’re a butterfly in reverse
You’re giving up your wings
and inheriting my curse
You’re letting go of me
You’re letting go

- Maggie Stiefvater, Shiver

Butterflies are often a representation of forward momentum and change. However, what happens when they start to move in reverse?

After having the largest public panic attack of my life - my personal worst nightmare - the walls around my public persona became amplified. A regression into fear of public spaces manifested into the beginning of this body of work.